TF

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TF.

TF TF TF !!!

Thank fuck !

I know it ain’t over til the orange monster croaks -or whatever the saying is — but now that the creature from hell has been curbed, our compressed diaphragms, mangled brains, our traumatized brain cells – ten years of this shit! It has been so difficult; more than we even realize, so fucking damaging for so many human beings; reckless; unconscionable; VILE —- might be able to breathe a bit ; hope.

I have lost myself during this period, or at least gone awry; astray; diseased ( who knew that my malady would spread to my hands ?!); I have writer’s block – though the words and ideas still flow through slowly in underground caves – yet today I feel unblocked, at least a little, unburdened.

I didn’t dare look at the polls because I have been too bitterly disappointed in the past. My Japanese colleagues – the vast majority of whom despise the creature – have said things along the lines of ‘It looks as if…’ but I shushed them mid-step because I couldn’t bear to even look at any words about the election until it was over.

Thank God Americans have woken up.

TF !!!